any one able to aura read?

Hey all, Basicly I'v known I'm (Apparently) a Indigo or Crystal souled person & yeh for the last few years there has been a inner battle I'v got to face alone in terms of discovering if I'm going to bother to continue to be a moralistic and eithical person or one day will I finaly snap and deem this planet and all its human inhabbitents unworthy of beeing saved yet alone being nice to them lol.

I know it may sound alittle cold & like a high number of People like us Yeh My exsistence in this place hasn't been a nice and memorible one & while I do not wish to suicide I do wish however to one day fall asleep and astroproject Myself out of this flesh and fly to the darkist depths of the univers to get away from all this BS and too be completely and utterly alone for internaty so I no longer need to worrie about anything or anyone elles.

I do relise its kinda selfish to do so however in the bigh schemce of things Id much rather do that then completely flip and deem everything agesnt Me >.>

Anyways Here is a Pic (scarey I know =P) So if anyone can read up anything from it please leav info, thanks in advance.